2yearsaftergraduate，whatismyposition

　　2 years have elapsed since I graduated from the college. I only stay at thisfield, right,logsitic~~~~well. when I was a student , many times Iimagined that I would be a foreign trade bussinessman. So I learnt English very hard, and read many books aboout foreign trade. Luckly, I passed BEC test. I thought I can be a foreign trade bussinessmanafter graduate. But I was wrong, definitely wrong.
　　I was chose by a logsitic company in Shanghai, that is my dream city, so I was also happy to be a logsitic sales. Cause I know , if you wanna be good at foreign trade, you should be wellknow logsitic. This is a wondfulmemory during in Shanghai. But when my father was sick, was very sick, I knew I have to go back, back to my family. This is the duty for a son.
　　At that time , I thought I can choose another field , maybe foreign trade. But my mother chose for me. A local logistic company, I have no choice. OK~~~the company is famous, the boss is kindly, coworkers is wondful, but I am still not a good sales. Maybe I just dreary this job. Change I need.
　　Cause economic crisis , so many foreign trade companies are bankrupt. I do not know what can I do. What is my position. I usually feel that I am fail. I loose courage ,to change myslfe bravely. I really wanna a different way, But I can not do that, not for myslfe , for my family , I should go straight .
　　Well , I am so glad to find that guy. Yes , she can know me, for everything, I prey I can be stronger,and powerful for my family. God bless me~~~
　　TO BE CONTINUED